Why am I here?

I really don't mean that metaphorically. This is not about the big question. I am doing this to occupy my brain for a while. You know that site FML? Well sometimes when I'm having a bad day I will go there to read about other peoples worse days, and it tends to make me feel better. I'm sure that says something bad about me. So there is the why, as in 'why am i doing this?'. So who am I writing to? You! You my dear reader. I'm not sure why I'm writing to you. Actually I'm exactly sure. I'm lonely and sad and my head has entirely too much free time. So in some way I am thinking that by putting this, my virtual story out into the universe and thinking that it may eventually reach you I will heal...and maybe, learn something?